cant sleep omfg

its almost six thirty and i cannot freakin sleep. i texted 10 people around 4 and NOBODY responded to me except anniehong. i love you... like a lot. so around 4, all i was thinking about was the goddam mini tournament next weeeek. IM FREAKIN NERVOUS. its going to be so sunny so what if the sun BLINDS my eye and i cant see shit. im having butterflies on my esophagus..LOL i just sounded like tony..a nerd. another reason why im nervous is because we havent had a FULL team practice and the most important player is the setter. shes the one that picks who to hits and who doesnt. WHAT IF I CANT GET HER SETS!? WHAT IF IDK?!?

so then half an hour later i was pretending that i had fans. a girl would walk up to me and be like. "ARE U THAT GIRL THAT PLAYS VOLLEYBALL FOR STRANGERS!?" and i would be like "YEAHHHHHH YO #3, GET @ ME GURL. " .i was seriously talking to myself for a good hour.

omg i just woke my sister up, i just saw her eyes open. ANYWAYS, i started to rap a little since i turned my ipod on after i was done talking to myself.
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind_weeezybaby
i was deadass like moving my head up and down cuz i was feelin the music. i was listening to nicki minaj too. i think my black friend from my school got me so in love with her. shes ugly tho..NAHHHH lemme take that back. shes the harajuki barbie ♥

UHH then my ipod kinda ran out of batteries because annie and helen was listening to it at pace the other day and i already had low battery. so then i was thinking about my coach... i know what you thinking but NO.... it was fun hanging out with him, i didnt know he can drink that much alcohol and not get drunk. the other day, he went outside to talk on the phone and we told the bartender to like add more shit to it and when he came back to drink it , he was fucken normal.

OMGGGGGGG. MY DAD JUST CAME OUT OF THE ROOM AND HE LOOKED AT ME.OHGOD. you see how much im writing? IM FUCKEN BORED. if you actually took the time to read this blog. I FUCKEN LOVE YOU. but guess what? IM NOT DONE.

i had the worst day of summer so far which is yesterday. after practice, i was going to hang out with my coach again but i was like NAHH lemme not. i wanna see my babys in seward. omfg i got my sister pissed off AGAIN. and i teared in front of florence and annie. :(
then annie went to play hb and florence left and i had NOBODY to talk to cuz whatsher face was leaving...i hope you dont read my blog but incase you do, JAYPEEE. i was only bothering solomon cuz i havent seen him for so long. i was kinda ignoring people too but i swear i wont do it again cuz i was kinda moody after YOUKNOW.
jin droved up home and i had an awkward silence with my sistah. she was showering yesterday and i got the towel for her. i guess we cool? IDK. why am i stressing.
stressing = pimples.
pimples=ugly.
ugly=no friends
no friends= death. JAYKAYYYYY.